What has he not seen for himself or experienced in this lifetime. Al4red expresses himself through his music to his listeners to let them understand and also help them believe in their own self and no one else. The pain is numb now, I feel in tune with it now.. says Alfred himself with songs like oh Marie and also sharing of unreleased songs to his audience to let them know there is more to come from the talented artist, all this is to express himself mainly to just his listeners