For a while, this music was the only way I could heal. It was a echo chamber of my own suffering as I inched towards sobriety and recovery; as I fought through a laundry list of demons. As the years went on, and I became a father, people hopefully change and grow, and I did. The music present day drugsta creates is birthed from hope, reflection, sobriety, recovery, and fear. The fear that led me to make choices that led to me being soritually infected with a Heartworm The fear that led to my past issues with substances as it manfiested itself as a Dopamine Vampire The fear that I addressed directly on Pray for Summer as I stepped into fatherhood The fear, the centipedes and the dark energy that I constantly waged war against; puppet strings and all, on Testaments And the fear that I’m still battling to this day. My music is about spiritual warfare.