i feel sad almost all of the time even though i have no reason to be. i live in the best place (denver, colorado) have an amazing wife, perfect dog, cute house, the best friends and family. i don't know what's wrong! recording music and playing live shows gives me a very brief relief from the weight i carry every day. i am constantly chasing that relief. i'm not sure if any of this resonates with you but it's literally why i keep going after 10 years of pursuing this dream. if i have anything to offer you i think it's honesty. i wish i was more attractive, had a better voice, had more followers on social media etc. but i'm just a 29 year old guy trying to find my way through life the best i can. if you're here, i really appreciate you and hope you enjoy what you find.